PeterdeasPoetry

__Hey Peter, did you write these?? I really like we stand together awesome stuff :) - Jacqui__ Here's all my poetry, I don't want to put them on my student page as it will make it too long... May as well keep it together. They all have stories behind them but I can't be bothered digging up all the old forum site archives that I used to use. Year 12 has made me fall far behind on my forum posting. Well anyway, here we go! (Most copied from the Morbithida Lyric Sheet) Song List

REBORN (Friday, September 26, 2008) Peterdea

The one hidden truth, I got my proof, I can't believe, You'd do this to me, What started as trust, Turned into rust, Your such a fake, How much did you take? Now I feel this pain, It hurts in my brain, I'd broken down, You left me to drown, From really fucked up, I stood back up, I'm here to warn, That I've been reborn! I'm want revenge, Time to avenge, My heart is torn, Now I'm reborn! I'll fuck with your head, You'll wish you were dead, I'll burn a hole, Right through your soul One searing pain, And you are to blame, Your on your own, So very alone, When you messed with me, You didn't see, I never bled, In over your head, The day that I snapped, I had to come back, I'll win the war, You still want some more? I'm want revenge, Time to avenge, My heart is torn, Now I'm reborn!

Burn (Monday, October 13, 2008) Peterdea

I watched it all Your defeated now All the lies have come back Come back to bite you Come back to ruin you Come back to show you There's no way out The pain on your face tells it all The pain, the hate, the cuts, the scars, the mess, the lies, the test, you fail, you lose Your all out of options it seems No luck, no time, no break, no save, no ease, no team, no rights, your out, your gone I laughed at you What chance do you have? I heard all that you said I heard all your lies I heard all your screams I heard all your pain I heard it all Do you really think no one heard? The crap, that you, told me, and all, the times, you thought, I had, no clue, I knew That you had stabbed me in the back So now, I'll say, it's time, to break, and you, will know, just how, it feels, to be ALONE I'll leave you I'll watch you I'll see the flames And all I'll do is watch you burn I'll watch, I'll see, I'll laugh, I'll jump, I'll point, I'll scream, I'll fuel, and you, will burn The pain on your face will tell it all The pain, the hate, the cuts, the scars, the mess, the lies, the test, the luck, the time, the break, the save, the ease, the team, the rights, the hunt, the kill, the waste, the crap, the point, the knife, the freeze, the gas, the taste, the burn, the heat, the fire, the ghost, of you, is lost.

Go Away (Wednesday, October 15, 2008) Peterdea

I sit here falling apart, Every hit that I take, Every hit that I take, Every stupid mistake, Come's back to bite me, But still, But still your always there, But still your always there, But why do you care? no reason to care... It makes me so damned angry, The way that you care for me, Do you think that I need you? I know you don't need me to, Tell me why the hell you try, Let me destroy your blue sky, You stare at me, I stare right back, But this is wrong... It was wrong how, We stand from a distance only to see, Everything fall, But now it's time for me to set us free, Now it's my time, I'm going to make a difference right now, Watch me ignite, The fuse which in the end will not allow, For you and me, To know each other ending all the pain, All that matters, Is for me to finally become sane, And as for you, Take the weight of the world off your shoulders, So you relax, You just let me take care of these boulders, Soon I'll Be Gone... I'll take all the pressure, And I'll take all the guilt, But you'll take something, You'll take what I don't want And all that I don't need, Try to let it help you, Or it will drag you down, And I won't be around, To help you get back up, So goodbye forever, Go and have a good life, I'll live the way I want, Which is without you there...

Better Up there (October 23, 2008) Peterdea

It hurts me, too see, this right in front of me, Where are you? I can't find you... I need you here, Just reappear, Please hear this, I need this, Reappear, reappear, reappear Reappear, reappear, reappear Unexpected, And so unwelcome, Unneeded, I'm so defeated, Where are you? Are things better up there, Compared to down here. So many years down here with me, Now you're gone and I'm in disbelief, How could this happen? How could this be? This isn't the last you'll hear from me...

Nightmare (Friday, October 24, 2008) Peterdea

I see these things, I can't change them, I feel these things, There's fear in me, I can't remember now, I can't remember anymore, I can't remember, What I see, it scares me, But I can't, fix all this, It's so old, I feel cold, Yet so numb, I can't move, I can't run, there's no sun, light in here, it's all over, for me here, things unclear Thoughts of suicide, Lack of memory, This isn't me, What is this? Hurt on the inside, Finish the story, Please help me see, What this is...

I Need You (Wednesday, October 29, 2008) Peterdea

Everything is always the same in this place, And all that I see is your cold and blue face, Since you left me my life has become a mess, I just hope to God this is some kind of test, I've been left here, waiting by the door, I can't laugh anymore, I can't sing anymore, I can't try anymore, I won't lie anymore, I need you here, I just can't ignore, It hurts me to think that your not coming back, It hurts me to think like this so please come back, Just come back and make me smile like you did, back before that man in black closed your lid, Ending it all, I know it, I saw, I can't laugh anymore, I can't sing anymore, I can't try anymore, I won't lie anymore, I need you here, I just can't ignore,

Unprepared (Saturday, November 15, 2008) Peterdea

With a new body, I really feel strong, I'll disembody, To end all things wrong, I am ready now, Just stop delaying, Victory I vow, They should be praying, I can't lose, I can't die, Standing here beside my brothers, Awaiting the command to charge, Get ready to kill the others, Expect a battle that is quite large, We are Australian's, stand proud, I get the order, Run, just run, don't stop, chaos, disorder, We run and we drop, Out of the trenches, Into no mans land, In pain he wrenches, My brother in sand, Can't turn back, Can't look back, Laying here beside my brothers, Regretting the command to charge, We all god killed by the others, Losing a battle that was quite large, We were Australian's, stand proud, I just want to go home breathing, I just want to go home breathing, I just want to go home breathing, I just want to go home breathing, I just want to go home, Lying here watching my brothers, As they all continue to charge, Failing to kill all the others, The loss of this battle is large, We are Australian's, stand proud, Standing here beside my brothers, (I just want to go home breathing) Awaiting the command to charge, (I just want to go home breathing) Get ready to kill the others, (I just want to go home breathing) Expect a battle that is quite large, (I just want to go home breathing) We are Australian's, stand proud, (I just want to go home)

We Stand Together (Thursday, January 15, 2009) Peterdea | I like this one 1238102073

We stand alone/We stand together We stand beside/Beside each other We stand alone/We fall together A leap of faith/We stand together Some in the air/Some on the ground Some by a shot/Some by a burn Losing a man/Losing a soul Losing a life/Losing a friend He found just one/Just one unknown face He found two more/Just one that he knew He called out flash/They called out thunder He had found more/But he was still lost Battered and bruised/But still standing Killing them all/For his brother Revenge is sweet/But scars remain Silence of night/Walking in night Finding the dead/Finding the fallen Finding the men/Finding the brothers Finding the shot/Finding the target Finding the one/Saving the others One down/three to go Two down/two to go Three down/one to go Four down/victorious We won the day/One hundred and first Thats what we are/Beside our brothers It is for them/It is why we fight We stand alone/We stand together

I (Sunday, Febraury 22, 2009) Peterdea

I can't breathe I can't see I can't feel anything I watch you I hate you I see you I swear I'll kill you I watch you I hate you I see you I swear I'll kill you I have a personal mission I need to watch you suffer I will bring you down from the inside I will laugh at all your pain I won't regret your destruction I will sit outside and watch you I have forseen your holocaust I have forseen your destruction I cannot and will not be beat I wont sit and let it all go down I wont let you send the world to hell I will be back, I will be back I have fallen I was thrown away I was ignored I hid in the dark I plotted in silence I awaited the time I came out of the dark I hunted I caught your scent I am following you I am right behind you I see your fear as you turn around I told you I would be back